It's been a long time since i've last updated this piece of crap blog...lol
haiz, this week really happened alot of things, it caused a deep memory in my life therefore i'm implanting it here to remind myself.
Life is balanced with a girlfriend/wife.
Balanced with a price... but, we gain something else.
My concept when trying to date a girl is, after the first outing, i more or less will know whether we'll work out in the end or not.
This girl, was my first, my only time where i've grew faster than ever to have a liking to her... the only one that i managed to go out with, consecutively 7 days.
Went to Ipoh with parents, to do some business stuff, and meet my long time never see 2nd uncle from my father's side, now that i have already grown up, much more socialable, and really easily click with my uncle, whom i never see before the past 20 years.
bought lots of great mooncake there, even better than goodwood park, and their famous pomelo for the mid autumn festival. . . drove @ 140km to 160km/hr, reached ipoh about 5-6 hours... btw its about 600km from singapore to ipoh...
rushed back on tuesday just cos i know something is wrong when i wasn't able to sleep in the hotel, never knew the day came so fast, she didn't give me enough time to know her better, 1 week, just 1 week, how do i even prove myself¿???!!!
not easy...really...not easy to know a person, not easy to let go....
for now... i'll just work to shift away my focus... but ... my heart... will never lie...
first time i really wanted to handmake everything, card, envelope, heart
first time i really felt i never wanted to be alone
first time i really wanted to commit fully to someone
first time i enjoyed every millisecond spent with u
first time time passed so fast while i'm driving at 60km/hr, and i was like wtf why so fast.
first time i had so many premonitions about
first time i had a nightmare and dream about a person, you
first time i think happiness found me
first time my parents gave me so much support to chase a girl
first time i knew that my parents will like you alot
first time i know why am i working this hard for
first time i felt this way
alot of first time, endless, really, just that the more i type, the more blood i think i will shed...
this 1 week passed very fast, but yet, fruitful, and this 1 week i will never forget
Sherlyn, 1 week maybe short... but its good enough to leave an entire mark on my lifetime. bless u...
