Emo~ Birthday!

Haiz, less than 30 mins before 27th August and i'm a year older. This is going to be a long and emo post, recently just happened too much things. Celebrated my "birthday" sort of last week, but told the group it's just a gathering. There were very happy and very disappointed and furious things that happened.

Firstly, very glad that my steamboat had many nice comments, since it was the first time i did it for the gathering (previously was bbq), took much more energy and $$$ than the bbq. Well it paid off. Most of my buddies and VIP came, Jian Fei(Cha-cha had an exam the next day so didn't turned up), Mike, Jasper,Jin Zhen, Jack, K.O, Marilyn, Chamebelle. (In order of arrival timing muhaha)

The thing is, even the "recently-then-meet-up-again" buddy K.C and Louis came(By right Ai En and Gee Fang were supposed to come but i changed timing last min so... can't say anything) , though late, but better than never, but i was fooled by 3 person, actually smoked by Yoshie and Eileen never mind, since never meet up very long already, so quite expected. But the most disappointing is Melvin, he promised to came, and i even told him late never mind, reach already call me i fetch u. Not only he didn't turn up, he didn't even told me WHY?¿

Until now i'm still thinking why? Izzit that hard to turn up? Buddies for so long, even appearing for a while also that difficult? This buddy of mine is the hardest to understand, he even gave me an 'elbow' in the basketball game earlier on.

Also, K.O recently keep lying to me, is like, now i'm better to be communicated with, then start to abuse friendship or what? Its becoming a "Jack cried Wolf" story already. Sometimes a certain topic will tend to hurt, but it turns out that if i tell them, I'm like ah gua, just hope that one day they'll find out.

Jack, i know he tries to help me the most, but sometimes his questions are just irritating. The way he phrased it. Maybe his english better ba... haiz.

Well, there are more things that i would like to say, but its just very tiring now, too tiring, will u feel tired having buddies? just so tired now... good night blog~